Chasing Pavements

should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements

even if it leads nowhere?

I heart Adele

So after work this morning I went to work out with a coworker

I told her I would follow her

We did the elliptical machine and talked

I still busted my ass and sweated

She was not as sweaty

She looked at calories burned ( which I don't pay attention to, cause if I'm sweating my ass off and can barely talk than I'm good)

She was like how did you burn more calories?!

so I had bought all these jeans from Express and Charlotte Russe

and now all of them are falling off me

WTF

these jeans were 30-75 bucks a piece

it may not be much but for me its a lot

So I'm gonna try to sell them on eBay cause they are still like new

I went in my closet and tried on my old jeans

and

They FIT!

Thank Fckin God

33 more days till durty thurty so

I'm on my way

I just wanna be and feel the best shape in my life ever!

I have to

I deserve it

No one else is gonna do it for me

I've neglected myself for to long

I really should sleep cause this entry is really going nowhere

sweet dreams