my sister is missing from this pic

she's so different now

i dont understand it

i feel like my heart has been stepped on a million times

i try not to think about it because i get nauseated

but its in the back of my mind

it looks like my mom was teary eyed when we took this pic

i dragged her to a filipino nursing association ball

i feel bad for doin it

i was the youngest one there

i made it up that night when i left to go out though

picked up a friend

went to the brix

one patron shot to get started

thanks go my girl char

double crown and coke times 2

three more patron shots

it was a blur

back to the grind

"still everytime I raise my glass I try to drink away my past to the world I might appear to be the life of the party but they don't see me"

Joe