all I have to say that its been hard to be in nurse mode the past two days working
today is my third and I'm ready to be off for the first time this weekend
I always have to work Saturday or Sunday night
I just want a full weekend off so I can not worry
I went to go visit my old floor
Its weird
How much different it is from where I work now
monitors are ringing loud
crash carts aren't at someones bed all the time
It seems so much easier
I can actually ask the patient
What's wrong
What hurts
Not in the TICU
They can't talk
Its a freakin mystery
Putting all your info together
My head hurts when I leave their most of the time
The vibe I get from some of my the people I use to work with
Kinda weird
It's like they are still there
I moved on
I dont know

So more texting of old school lyrics
this morning
sigh
I just cant wait to be off
I know I know
I'm off 3 days a week or 4 but
hardly anyone is avail
the weekend everyone is avail
sometimes I wish I had a 9-5 job
nah I dont think so