iknow its been awhile

somehow i got scheduled four and five days in a row with one day off in between
lets just say i was exhausted and bitchy
my best friend in the whole world is leavin me
it was gonna happen one day
so next week is the day
what am i gonna do
get aquainted with the gym and work
save
for my UK trip in March
and thats it
maybe sign up for EMT school
so maybe if the chance comes up
I can work in the trauma center
how is trauma icu
its fckin crazy
just like the movies and reality shows
i cant wait to get back to running
since memae will be leaving me
ill have time to do what i need to do
and have no one to do it with
no one to drag to french movies
no one to drag to the beach
no one to drag to the pool
no one to drag to wine tastings
im kinda lookin forward to chillin by myself
sorta
just haVe 3 goals in site
marathon
travel nursin
England
oh yeah and my first love when i was 15 turned brother is comin down in sept
i have a high school reuniuon to crash in oct

its a bitch finding someone to make me laugh or has the same sense of humor
oh well in God's time