i know i know
its been a long time
in a nutshell
i'm done with the fellowship!
fckin registered nurse boot camp is over!
8 of us got into the trauma icu
theres like 3 or 4 of us left
let just say that the critical care fellowship tested me and challenged me like never before
made me question my skills as a competent nurse
questioned my knowledge in times of chaos and stress
and I loved every minute of it
thats job life

personal life
i drowned my sorrows and sins in a bottomless glass of redbull and vodka
and mixed shots
i dropped something heavy on my toe
i think my nail is gonna come off
thats my punishment for not staying home and
finally reading the cool books i want to read
not the nursing books
that i've been slaving over and reviewing what i learned in 2004
but i had fun : )
i think im doomed to be single forever
i expect way to much now
oh well i have my goals
no one can stop me
i'm unbreakable
i almost let someone break me down
till i got 5 hours of sleep and realized how much weakness i showed
bad Joy bad Joy
ok its about 90 something degrees outside
back on dayshift
i ready to do my three d's
dance,drink, get dark
let the fckin summer begin