is 30 really the new 20?

I've been waiting to blog about this subject
yet its 37 days till my big day and I can't help feel some
anxiety
When I went out after the Wailer's concert
this girl was screaming
"I'M 24 years OLD WOOOO"
From what I remember me and my bestest wanted to strangle her
I'm trying to make the most of it
really I am
but there are butterflies in my stomach whenever they questions come up
will i be single forever?
will i ever start a family?
they don't bother me as much as before
but it's still there
not saying i want that right now
cause I am loving the way my life is but
ya know

Lent is almost over
Thank God
I gave up Facebooking for Lent
It's killing me!
I feel so out of the loop
than again maybe its a good thing
people are posting pics of me and I haven't seen them yet
some are of me running!
I'm like fuck I hate it when I see pics of me running
I look so tired and determined LOL

I was reading an old issue of Fader
it had an article of Kanye West
his recent cd
which I only liked a few songs
just a few
not the whole album like the others
I did a mini census well 4 people
2 said they only liked a few songs
the 2 others said it grew on me
for me i was psst
money wasted


Twilight
Yes I read the first book
took me forever to get into it
I hate that lovey dovey shit
Shit aient real
Never lasts
but than all of a sudden
I couldn't put this book down
her words just flowed and I couldn't get enough
every feeling was detailed and I was hooked
Finally in Jan got done
so hard to find a theatre playing it
had to go to the Northside theatre
movie sucked dick
but i'll watch it again

I started the second book and its getting good
I'm sorry but Jacob Black
Team Jacob baby
Edward just seemed more muscular and hotter in my imagination


cleaning out my stuff
i noticed that the nano packaging has gotten smaller and smaller
but cuter
maybe they are going green
ok enough of my rambling its Friday bitches
gonna check out this new sushi joint tonite
but after legs and shoulders
my arms hurt when i curl them and extend them
but its ok

hopefully i can get a camera for tomorrow
gonna check out two state parks and beaches
ready to start kayaking again
and during my bday weekend there's a zombie bike ride
really excited about that
till next hour probably via iphone
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