So Far This Summer

hanging out with the girls esp Memae before she left

stealing the bob marley pic ive been wanting for the past five years or so

finally checked out ginnie springs

i read about a dog that passed away

the dog was a rescue dog for 9/11 and Hurricane Katrina

before she died her owner took her to her favorite lake

even though she had a 105 degree fever and was in pain

i couldn't breathe after that so i went to the beach

i laid in the sun face down crying for about an hour

i finally starting mourning the death of my dog Mocha

i wish i did that with my Mocha

i didn't get a chance

i swam afterwards and got on the board for a lil bit

it felt good

but i've still been crying

i know ive been a fuckin mess

i'm so good at pushing things away in my head

emotions and feelings

all that shit is hitting me now

better now before i'm 30

ill be fine

i just need to cry

for about three days

: )

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