i know my memory isn't all that great

but i do remember most things

crazy how you can know so much about a person

and just not be compatible

you know their fav foods, music, movies

even personal things

toothpaste, lotion, soap

then there are dislikes

and the way they like to do certain things

sleep, sex, friends

how can i know that much

but feel so far away and unattached

just one of those things i guess

i just been wakin up everyday

one of the first things in my mind

try to shrug it off

usually gone when i get my day going

just wish it didn't make me so sad

like i lost something

but in the end i'm happy

really happy

life has been smooth

keepin positive people around me

no one around to get me down

so i'm good