1 more year

so i googled images for "29 years old"

is this a sign

wtf

get married

or hook up with an old man

hooking up with a rich old man seems to be more easier than finding someone to marry right now

sad

honestly since this past sunday i've been in a funk
my bday is tomorrow
29
i keep looking back and thinking i haven't really accomplished much
its like when i was 25
i thought when i turned 25 everything would be set
career, husband, kids, house with a big back yard and a mercedes
but no
going through nursing school
so now this is my last year in my twenties to live it up
to do ALL OF THE THINGS IVE BEEN WANTING TO DO
i'm gonna start saying no more often
i say yes waaaaaaaaaaaay to fckin much
i started last night
it felt ok
but i just need practice
i don't know
i shouldn't make a big deal out of this huh
i mean
its just an age
right?

have to remember
don't get to trashed tonite
got two more nites ahead of me