I Will Stop I Promise I Will

oh this marathon training is killing me

let me tell you working 12 hours going home

changing cloths

going outside to run in the humid weather

is no fuckin picnic

but why do i feel so good afterwards

i really need to stop goin out

ive been saying this for the past 8 years now

my body is feelin my age now

but

its always someone's bday

or someone is leavin

or a wedding

why cant i just be married of five years with two kids already

be done with the partying

maybe life would be easier

why can't i just be happy stayin in most of the week

why do i feel the need to go out and socialize

this is the last weekend i promise