Blogging to Angelina by the Bravery

Memae calls me at 3am in the morning while I'm at work and screaming JOY JUICE on the phone crunk as fck

I was a bitch for the rest of the nite

My schedule sucks till June 13

I'm tired of night shift
Love the money
Hate the way my body feels
I miss the sun

My dad is bringing his fckin 24 year old wife to my lil sis's graduation this Tuesday
Stay tuned to see if my ass gets arrested for assault charges

My dreams have been making me cry in my sleep
I hardly ever dream but when I do it usually makes an impact on my day, my mood, just everything

My first dream was of an a time when I was with a past boyfriend. It was when things were good and chill no drama and I was so so so happy and content. I woke up with tears in my eyes cause thats how happy I was in my dream. Then reality sat in and my mood hit rock bottom and I rolled out of bed off to work.

Second dream
I ran into another past boyfriend. We were both happy and just joking around and laughing. Than my lola walked by and we both went crazy. I hugged her so hard in my dream it felt so real I could smell her, her Avon lotion and cigarette smoke.I could hear her hearing aid make that whistling noise it makes when you get close to it. I made him take a picture of us and I woke up again with my pillow wet and tears in my eyes.
WTF
Is this a sign or something?!
Whatever it is its making me upset all over again.
I'm sorry