yesterday was such busy day every nurse was busy
its like everyone was dying
alarms were goin off
family and friends coming and going
crying collapsing screaming hugging
the organ donation people were so freakin busy
i call them the grim reaper
i swear they have the hardest jobs in the world
they approach the family members after they just found out
their loves are are brain dead, or are goin to die soon
and ask if they would donate their loved ones organs
they are so good at their job families say yes
they were busy making phone calls
callin all across the U.S.
"hey we have a liver"
"hey we have a heart"
"hey we have a kidney"
Than we send the loved ones to surgery
A helicopter comes and they deliver the organs in a cooler
Than the organs are off to the lucky person
We get letters on our patients and where the organs went to
Its gratifying

Luckily I've been able to be kinda like an OR (operating room) nurse
We've been opening up bellies left and right.
Today I did one with one of my bambis
We both started new together
I use to have a crush on this dude
Seeing the concentration and determination in his eyes
Made me feel somewhat ummm I dunno
Grey's Anatomy baby jk
I guess I just like that
Guys who are passionate and determined to be the best they can be in what they do
Thats awesome
Because I feel like I'm trying to do the same thing to
"ambition makes me so "
that jayz song
anyways
I didn't cry on the way home today
I'm getting a little desensitized each day I'm working there
Time to study some class I - IV Antiarrythmics
Lets just say Epi is my most used drug this past month
That and Norcuron
Ok Sorry gotta vent
it seems that none of my family and friends have the patience to listen to me and console me....
With all this goin on I've been rethinking a lot of things
I definately have to go to church this Sunday
Me and God have a lot to discuss
Peace