Thursday nite I was at my moms house
My friend came over and asked about Mocha cause I told him she was sick
He was callin her name in the backyard
She never came
I went out there and she never came
I started to get worried
I looked back and my mom and sister told me she died last Friday
They didnt want to tell me because I was acting so emotional
I lost it
I was so psst at my family and still am
I walked out of there in tears
I got home and broke down
I called into work yesterday
I stayed in bed all day
I went out for a lil bit with Memae and Emerald for some air
I went to bed and tried to sleep last nite
I woke up at five waiting to get up to get ready for work
I bursted into tears laying in bed
My cell rang and the nursing office asked if I didn't mind stayin in cause they over staffed
Man I was so thankful
I stayed in bed till 11 waking up crying myself to sleep
I feel like a big part of me is lost
I can't believe I was so happy earlier
Not having my Mocha run up to see me when I called her name sucked
This whole things sucks