settling...

Okay so I just got off the phone with Memae... 6 degrees...6 degrees of separation...so I'm not going out of my way to meet guys to date but if it happens then it happens...so may be just may be there was a spark of curiousity on my part...but NOW talking about it with Memae she just got flashbacks of the past and I just got an earful on how she remembers this person from a few years ago...just was her aquaintance but had some things to say on the person...which comes to this point...to think i was thinking about settling...thats stupid on my part...i am NEVER going to settle...so being single has made me selfish...i want what i want when i want it...gosh i'm just in disbelief...myspace is evil and if you look hard enough you can find that person and their internet personality which may not transcend to real life but its just the fact...I can't stop shaking my head in disappointment...Like how I did last night when I watched To Catch a Predator...Seeing all those men hoping to fck some 13 yr old girl/boy...Thats how I feel right now...Disappointment with a side of lost hope...

On a good part...I have friends from Va Beach that came down...They should be driving back from Orlando soon...Not much pictures taken but I'll save that for Club Paris tonite...

ok well thats all
I'm just feeling disappointed